Many things happened over my life. That was 20 years ago. I converted to being a witch. Most people don't quite understand that religion (Wiccan) most of all my mother. *grin*
I married and had 2 wonderful children. My son Dakota Storm is now 13 and my daughter, Savana Rain is 7 (going on 27). I explored and really was able to tap into by abilities with my husband. He made me push the envelope, taught me not to fear the unknown and to try anything once. (haha!)
I bought probably 200 books on the subjects of mediums, psychics, ghosts, channeling, crystals, tarot, and many more that have really no genre.
I taught myself the tarot in about 4 months. I really had a hard time though I won't lie. None of the book explanations made any sense. I went to a dear friend and psychic Rennae who told me to go with my gut and say what the cards told me to. When I did that, it worked!
Listening to spirit was much easier than learning a "tool" to communicate. I typically use tarot to "warm up" your energies and then I go for what I do best, my channeling and psychometry :)
Since losing my father to cancer in March, I have become even more aware at how clearly I can communicate. The other night I was sick. I have had a bad stomach since I was a little girl. My father would hold my hand as I sat with a bucket or bowl waiting to barf!. I was sitting there and wishing he were alive to hold my hand when I heard his voice. "I'm here kid, I'm holding your hand." I smiled. The sickness passed some and I thought "well I hope that was the worst of it". I heard dad say "Yes, it's over". Then.. "Hey kid? I love you".
Funny most people hear spirit in their "inner head voice". If I'm familiar with the spirit and sometimes not, I hear their actual voice from on earth. It's comforting to hear his voice because we have no videos or recordings of him and I was afraid I would forget his laugh or his deep baritone way of speaking. Now I know I won't.
